Andy

    Gender: Female
    Location: Steamboat Springs, CO
    Relationship: Married
    Orientation: Straight
    Children: Not for Me
    Height: 5'6"
    Religion: Buddhist
    Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
    About Me: www.accessanything.net www.innerselflightworks.info

    24: I do not perceive my own best interests...

    Monday, November 3, 2008, 02:39 PM [General]

    Any suggestions here would be grand... I've moved on two weeks ago to Lesson 24 and haven't seemed to learn much from it. I do not have much conflict in my life, and therefore have not used much of lesson 24. It mentions Goals, so I tried using it for that. So regarding the given mantra, "In the situation involving.." and using it with "the success of our business... " sent me round and round but not finding any conflicts to resolve nor inappropriate demands.

    I steer my life to be "in the flow" as often as I remember, my successes are small but satisfactory, I get fulfillment from my job, my husband and I do not argue. I have been on the spiritual path I am on for nearly two decades now, and my struggles seem to be more with (fewer and fewer) random negative comments judging others (during traffic, towards a particular friend that I'm growing apart from) than about judging myself, self sabotage, or lofty goals and demands upon me and my family. I truly feel I am at peace, so I'm hoping that finally moving past this lesson, however unsuccessful it feels like it was for me, is ok for now. Perhaps it will reappear in a stronger, more pertinent lesson later.

    Love and Light-

    3.5 (1 Ratings)

    Attack Thoughts continued

    Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 03:31 PM [General]

    I am amazed at how this has been the best lesson (23) as of yet for me so far. The rest were pretty quick or perhaps not as needed. This one I've decided to stay with for at least a week, maybe two.

    I CAN escape from the world I see by giving up attack thoughts... about... money, weight issues, traffic, progress, etc. Amazing.

    3.5 (1 Ratings)